I gained nearly fifteen pounds in five days.
Fuck recovery.
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Ah shit, that sucks. But try to remember that it's physically impossible to gain 15 pounds of fat in 5 days. No way in hell. And weigh gain is part of recovery but only because your body is messed up. Eventually you'll lose once your body calms down.
If it makes you feel any better, I gained 15 pounds in "recovery" over the course of 2 months and it was definitely all fat. lol.
@Amanda
There is no way. Max I gained 2.5 lbs of "real" weight. I know this, logic knows this, sense knows this. But I just... my eating disorder and logic can't be in the same room.
Ha. :) No, hearing that things were hard for you doesn't really make me feel better. When someone is doing "better" than me I can easily become jealous and envious and angry, but if someone is suffering and having a hard time I can never find it in myself to feel good.
Eh, it was worth a shot. But don't worry, I'm not suffering and having a hard time anymore. At least not as much. I hope you can get to the point where you can say the same!
@Amanda
It was a lovely shot, haha~ I really, really hope I can say the same thing soon. Suffering and having a hard time sucks ass.
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